Is 2009 just the Year of the Break-Up or something? D:

... At least Aqua's still stayed the same.

So I'm entering a short story contest and they gave me no guidelines aside from 'due on Sunday'. I have been agonising over it all week, basically holing myself up in my room and beating myself into writing, and I'd just about given up when the first line of this popped into my head during dinner tonight. Welcome to my brain.

("Vivimus, Vivamus" is Latin for "while we live, let us live" and is my college motto. I swear I wasn't trying to be a show-off but that's just kind of me. I like things to have meaning. So, complete accident, but it makes me happy.)

Coming in at just under one thousand words, I give you...

( Vivimus, Vivamus )

After coming face-to-face - literally - with a fucking massive there are no words for how magnificent it was Tyrannosaurus rex skeleton, I

• am wondering how to start a new religion
• find it laughable that, in The Hammond Affair, piddly little humans could have run away from a T. rex. (Except Tom Conrad because he is in fact magic and after all he blew the T. rex's head off with a fucking grenade.)

Discuss.

I think the reason I don't really talk to any of you anymore is that now that I'm no longer buried in bandom, I'm scared we won't have anything to talk about. Is that stupid? No need to answer, I know it is. But. The scaredness remains. And when I'm scared, I run. Very rarely do I ever look back. Maybe it means I'm growing as a person that I'm posting this. It might be an olive branch of a kind, if anyone accepts it. If anyone still knows who I am.

... I hope that one day, you won't be so mad at me anymore.

another update from doctorbrendon! i think he's determined to update every time i send an episode to my betas (which i did earlier this morning! episode four, complete! w00t!). find it here! i may post a proper entry later. ♥

episode three is complete and has been sent to its betas - as a result, doctorbrendon has updated his files. check out his latest post. it's a character file this time. he's found some very interesting stuff on the notorious time lord youth group known as the deca. i'll probably use his post as a resource, he's been so thorough!

update from doctorbrendon here. he has convinced me to let you all know when he updates, so you won't miss his entries. he's trying to be failmysterious by screwing with the dates, i don't even know.

back to writing!

tagged by mayqueen517!

( click here for the om nom nom )

so that was fun. i tag... let's see. inawonderland even though she probably won't do it, simplemitosis to make up for somehow missing the jon/spencer/tom (I KNOW I DON'T KNOW HOW SHE MISSED IT EITHER), justhush out of curiosity, kellykins11 in the hope that eye candy will make her feel better?, lackofsound on the condition of NO PARIS HILTON EVER and paint_the_days because she is my newest friend. and anyone else who wants to do it. :D

oh my god, the stupid introduction to the hammond affair assaults me even in MY OWN INBOX, you guys, I CAN'T ESCAPE. WHY WHY WHY DID I PUT IT ON AUTOPLAY. WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. D:

ps. how many of you cussed me out when you saw my icon? remember, you have to announce it. I LOST THE GAME.

"i believe i'm loved when i'm completely by myself alone..."

and that would be because of all of the wonderful, ace, amazing, fantastic, stupendous, brilliant people who have made my week by commenting on the hammond affair (see, i knew the capital letters wouldn't last long). every single comment has made me smile, squee, grin and clap my hands. i swear i will reply to them all when i have a few free hours.

so, speaking of fics - as you all know, i am queensheep and here is queensheep's master fic list, if your memories need refreshing. i've even got all my anita blake drabbles on there :D

but here is why i am reminding you. podfic. i know it's been done, and i know people have liked it. what i want to know is, would you like to see some of my fics made into podfics? podfics, for the n00bs like i was before it got namedropped to me a week or so ago, are audiobooks of fics that you play on your iPod. (ahh, a capital letter! everybody run!)

choose as many fics as you want. it is advisable to have the masterlist open to remember which fic is which. <3

( PODFIC POLL! )

public post for more opinions!

and now, back to the sims. i am so addicted, it is not even funny.